Last Hope

I don't even know myself at all, I thought I would be happy by now
The more I try to push it I realize gotta let go of control
Gotta let it happen, gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen, so let it happen

It's just a spark but it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out, no one's around, it keeps glowing

Every night I try my best to dream tomorrow makes it better
Then I wake up to the cold reality and not a thing is changed
But it will happen, gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen, gotta let it happen

It's just a spark but it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out, no one's around, it keeps glowing
It's just a spark but it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out, no one's around, it keeps glowing

And the salt in my wounds isn't burning any more than it used to
It's not that I don't feel the pain, it's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore
And the blood in these veins isn't pumping any less than it ever has
And that's the hope I have, the only thing I know that's keeping me alive
Alive

Gotta let it happen, gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen, gotta let it happen

Gotta let it happen, gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen, gotta let it happen

It's just a spark but it's enough to keep me going
(So if I let go of control now, I can be strong)
And when it's dark out, no one's around, it keeps glowing

It's just a spark but it's enough to keep me going
(So if I keep my eyes closed, with the blind hope)
And when it's dark out, no one's around, it keeps glowing