the saddest song and moment in my life

Only two more days until your birthday, yesterday was mine
You'll be turning five... I know what it's like growing up without your father in your life
So I pretend I'm doing all I can and hope someday you'll find it in your heart
To understand why I'm not around and forgive me for not being in your life
I remember waiting for you to come, remember waiting for you to call
Remember waiting there to find nothing at all
I remember waiting for you to come, remember waiting for you to call
Remember waiting there to find nothing at all
Maybe someday you'll really get to know me, not just from letters read to you
I pray I get the chance to make it up to you, we've got a lot of catching up to do
So I pretend I'm doing all I can and hope someday you'll find it in your heart
To understand why I'm not around and forgive me for not being in your life
I remember waiting for you to come, remember waiting for you to call
Remember waiting there to find nothing at all
I remember waiting for you to come, remember waiting for you to call
Remember waiting there to find nothing at all